5.40pm

if only this blog was personal. i could say anything i want. now right here. something is burning down in my heart. someone thinks that by leaving me out all the time i will feel like crying and i'd be miserable. but this someone is wrong. infact i feel joyous that the someone wants the leave me out. its ok, its alright. life can still carry on perfectly without that someone (:

anyway my father told me:

no matter what happens zhiting, you must learn to forgive.


sounds so spidermanly hahas! (: lol. like what uncle ben said to peter parker or something O_O LOL! anyway i realised i made a terrible mistake in making friends. a really terrible one. im so disappointed in myself. hahas. i cant imagine that i could actually EMO like siao because of that someone who was such a traitor. maybe it was fated to be like that. i admit that i did feel very very angry about that someone when i heard about it. but i must learn to forgive and not hate. just like what my father said. i really felt like flaming this someone. but i realised i shouldnt waste my time flaming such people who are so UNLOYAL to friends (:


hahas. anyway i enjoyed myself SOOO MUCH in yaxin's house yesterday! hahas. it seems like not being in the same class doesnt affect the amount of things we can chat about! hahas. we kept laughing a lot and sharing our experiences. hahas. she is my beloved friend (: yays. lol. hana yori dango is nice lerhs. i watched a bit yesterday at yaxin's house! hahas! but i watched a bit only cause it was time for me to go. we spent too much time chatting LOL :D but it was soo fun! <3


kk my mum is nagging cause i have to go out for dinner with my granny. hahas! im feeling quite horrible now but im not showing it. i cant let myself be ruin because of that someone! hahas.


do whatever u want to me, im not afraid. you can make me miserable, but i shall stand straight.


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