6.15pmi have no mood to post about interesting things today. anyway today there is not much interesting things anyway. and in fact there are 2 things which has left a very great impression on me today.
1. CHINESE PLAY
- i thought that my chinese play video was totally RUBBISH. i myself also dun wanna see it.
- they ask me to just sit and relax. they asked me whats the problem with me.
but they dun understand.
i being the one who stayed up to 1.45am to edit the RUBBISH video.
and watching everyone looking pissed off at us while watching our video. WE WERE CHEATING
- dun u all feel guilty that we were looking at the script most of time?
- dun u all feel guilty that we didnt remember our lines while the others did?
- dun u all feel that its unfair to people who put in a lot of effort?
i dun blame them for not caring about our video. i dun blame them for giving us
chou lian
i take this video seriously. and i think we really did a bad job. THINK ABOUT IT.[the they and u all is onl referring to SOME pple]
2. GOING HOME WITH ELEANA AND SZEWING
- finally let my feelings out
- finally understood how things were like right back there
- finally understood why some pple behave that way
- finally understood how totourous it is to be
there [the there doesnt mean not going home with them]- finally understood how clever eleana is O_O
- finally understood the tiredness of behaving that way.
- finally differentiate the good from evil.
- finally conclude something sad and terrible.
but there is one thing that is worth celebrating!
DEYO WON 2ND FOR CRANE FOLDING! xD
yay! 2d rocks (: [eleana hehe]
other then that i wanna say a few sadist things.
things are not what it appears to be;it doesnt seems right for me.i dun belong there no longer;but where will i be now?things are changing drastically;i've lost the battle and FLEEd.but i dun regret, nor cry, nor show angerbut in fact i feel good all over.things are now perhaps new to me;new life, new fate, new destinyperhaps my life wasnt meant to be;the way it did when they were with me.this is exactly how im feelling now.
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